Lately I have been feeling like I have several different personalities. I have two main personalities, as most of us bloggers do (at least I think). I have my real life personality and my sex blogger personality. Personally, I have been feeling like I like my blogging personality better.
My real life personality is shy, self conscious, and mostly a perv (making crude jokes, and saying things like “Thats what she said.” I also tone things way down and have a completely nonpervy personality when I am with my older cousins. I spend a lot of time hating my body image, especially while having a pain in the ass time trying to date. It’s a small community and most guys are either taken if they like bigger girls, creepy if they like bigger girls, or just plain shallow and can’t handle a bigger girl. It gets really depressing sometimes. That is why I love coming home and embracing my blogging personality.
My blogging personality has friends. I find myself incredibly sexy and love being slutty and flirtatious on Twitter. The people I have “met” find me sexy and love hearing about the things I do. I have no problem posting dirty pictures of myself on here or on Twitter.
I have have had a debate with myself for a while about showing my face. In the beginning I was just plain scared that someone would recognize me, plus I gave out my link to all my friends (stupidly). I stopped blogging for two years and never told (most of) them that I started blogging again. I think I am ready though. If you click through on the pictures you can see my face. The first click through is from two years ago, the second is how I look now with my hair chopped off. I admit that I feel most sexy in either personality BEFORE I chopped all my hair off.