I’m sorry, I have been a bad blogger lately. I have just been so busy with school and trying to win over this guy I like. So, I don’t really need to explain the school part of my life, because that’s just plain boring in a sex blog (unless I am in a hot school girl outfit, which I don’t have just yet). But, I am sure you want to hear about the guy.
First, before I begin about the new guy in my life, let me update you on Brent. Basically, Brent was not interested in more than friends. I certainly was, but after spending a lot of time with him, I realized I would want different things than him from a relationship. We are still good friends, and still hang out on occasion.
Also, let me update on the Toby situation. Basically, we decided we like other people, but if nothing works out, we are only a text away. I learned to put all emotions aside with him, and for that I am grateful. He has really helped kill my attachment issues. However, I may have developed some slight trust issues and possibly a fear of committing, which is something I never thought would be possible. We hooked up one last time two weeks ago.
Ok, now that the updates are out of the way, lets move on to the new guy. I will call him Will on here. Will is another guy I met at work (yeah, I know, meeting guys at work is a bad idea and I learned). Anyways, we started talking about video games, which got us playing WoW together, which led to us starting to hang out outside of work.
We started with the mall, then his place (playing WoW), then last week he came to my place for the first time and I cooked him dinner and made homemade chocolate chip cookies. He thought it was all delicious. Embarrassingly enough, I burnt the noodles and had to restart them. Everything else turned out awesome. However, I didn’t even get a hug, which I was expecting, though hoping for a kiss. Oh well.
Today we hang out again. We met at the mall, then went to his house and played on the computers a bit, then my house and did more computer stuff, watched a movie, and played board games. It was awesome, classic, and clean fun. Still, when he left, I didn’t get a hug again! Did he get some sudden shyness bug? He always hugged me before we parted before I cooked him dinner.
So, at first I was really worried about how he might feel about some things about me (i.e. the blog, my piercings, etc.). However, I think he may actually be into some of those things, if not okay with them. I think this because I have observed him to have as much of a pervy mind as I, which is pretty big. A lot of the time we spend hanging out, we spend laughing at each other’s innuendos, or waiting for the other to realize what they just said and how it was dirty. We laugh a lot.
I know that if things are meant to happen, they will happen on their own, but I just wish there was a way to speed things up, or find out how he feels about me. I really like this guy, and I think we could have something good. Our personalities fit so well together. Any ideas on how to get things started without putting on any too major of a move or making myself seem obvious or desperate? I would love to hear your thoughts on this.